When I was searching the web for natural birth stories, I rarely saw stories from Black and African-American women. If a natural, unmedicated birth with little intervention is something you desire, I hope our natural birth story encourages you.
On February 13th, 2019 I took a pregnancy test to discover that we were once again expecting. I was so surprised since we weren’t trying. The next day, we spent Valentine’s at an info session at Sacred Roots Midwifery & Birth Center.
I knew, after my first experience with our hospital birth, that I wanted all of the bliss of natural and family-centered birth. Homebirth felt like a stretch, so I was happy to find a freestanding birth center. I am so grateful for the midwifery team at Sacred Roots and my prenatal care. Here is our story.
Birth Photography by Joylily Photography
38 Weeks Pregnant- False Labor
No matter how many times you carry a baby, each time is different. This was a lesson I still didn’t quite yet learn. When I started to feel what I thought were contractions, I thought this was it. You know, since my first came two weeks before her due date.
Every day I would begin timing my contractions but they always fizzled out. On our oldest’s birthday, the 18th, we actually went to the birthing center and spent several hours there for contractions to stop. I was excited yet discouraged because these contractions were not light. I had also lost my mucus plug two weeks prior and again here at 40 weeks pregnant.
40 Weeks Pregnant- October 21st, 2019
I did every stretch, workout, and position under the sun to get things going. Finally, I went to our chiropractor, who I had been seeing during my entire pregnancy for natural and holistic care. I got an adjustment and saw the massage therapist for a prenatal massage that would encourage labor.
48 hours later, I woke up around 5 am with pretty consistent contractions. I used the bathroom and tried to bounce on my medicine ball a bit to time the contractions. Not long after, my contractions were between 4 and 5 minutes apart and increasing in intensity. I decided I should get dressed so I could labor in the living room to allow my husband and our four-year-old to rest. But by the time I made it to the closet, I was in so much I knew this was it. With tears, I slowly made it back to our bed to wake my husband.
He tried to help me get dressed and then called the midwife for me. Ha, it’s true what they say, the midwife can tell if it’s time when the expectant mother can no longer talk through her contractions. I couldn’t get a word out and my wonderful nurse-midwife Angela headed to the birthing center to meet us there.
Wednesday- October 23rd, 2019
It took us two hours to arrive after stopping every 4-5 minutes to breathe through each contraction. The 30-minute drive wasn’t as bad as I thought but it did slow my contractions a bit. In route, I called my younger sister who we planned to be there to help with our oldest daughter in the event of an emergency. Sent a text to our birth photographer to let her know it was time. And I FaceTimed my mother who lived two hours away to keep her in the loop.
Note to all mothers, do not, I repeat, do not try to help your daughter breathe using the “whew whew hee hee” method. Ha, love you mama, but I almost threw the phone out of the window.
Once we arrived, the excitement and peace I felt was indescribable. I felt safe, comfortable, and valued. I knew that no matter what, I would be seen as an individual and cared for as such.
The birthing suite was ready, a tub full of warm water, and there was my midwife and the Sacred Roots team. My sister arrived not much later, as well as our birth photographer. You can read more about our Natural Water Birth from our photographer’s view at Joylily Photography.
The Water Birth That Gave Me Her
“Birth is unpredictable and if/when things don’t go according to plan, processing your birth story is a healing thing.” – Joylily Young
This time around, I freely moved in our space. I ate when I was hungry, listening to music that helped me stay focus, and got to have my oldest right there with us. I labored the majority of the time in the water. There was one moment I decided it would be a great idea to try laboring in the bed. Ha, I got up out that bed so quick and told them to help me back in the water. I don’t know how anyone labors out of water, but I knew it wasn’t me.
There were some moments I was able to sleep between contractions. Yes, a two-minute nap actually makes a ton of difference during active labor.
Around 2 pm Eastern Standard Time, I felt the urge to push. It was amazing to feel every part of the child birthing experience. Around 2:15 pm the midwives called in our photographer and let my sister know that it was time. There was no one telling me when to push but instead encouraging me to trust my body.
When I would scream I can’t do this, my midwife would say, “but you’re already doing it”. I want to cry just thinking back on how empowering this birth experience was compared to my first.
Natural Birth Is Not a Badge of Honor
Somewhere along the line, mothers began to compete. No one mother’s birth is superior to the others. We should be sharing our positive birth stories no matter the route we take. I hope that more natural birth stories are shared without being taken as a knock on other types of birth.
While there is no badge of honor, I feel pretty damn proud of what my body can do.
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Read all about our hospital birth story with our first born too!
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Sierra
I’m so happy you decided to share your beautiful birthing experience!
Deanna Gillis
Thank you Sierra! <3